Fragments of life and dreams

1.10.2016 | I am standing at the ocean, a man beside me, gazing at the waves.

I ask him: „What do you want most in your life?“

He replies: „I want to be rich.“

„Why would you want that?“ I am curious. Is money really that important?

„So I can just spend all day in the ocean. Swimming, enjoying the water and the waves. There would be nothing else I have to do.“

„Don’t you think we are incarnated as humans so we can make human experiences, so we fulfill our life purpose and do something with our lives? What you describe sounds more like the life of a fish.“

„Then maybe I am the first human making the experience of what is is like to turn into a fish."

1.9.2016 |Today, I do not feel great. I also don't feel horrible. I just feel. Meandering between the waves of life. Still that picture of me is so beautiful. I never thought I would say that about myself, beautiful. I always told myself I am ugly... Now I just say: A beautiful woman is smiling at me. Growing into her higher self bit by bit.

Still I am a bit impatient with health issues. I try to eat super healthy and do my sport and all and yet there is pain, yet I feel sick and sometimes it gets so intense that I just lay down and sleep. I wonder if this will ever pass. 

8.8.2016 | There is nothing you need to fix. Surrender. Let go of all your small ideas and let life wash over you. It will turn you into the beautiful soul you already are. Through waves of suffering and bliss, mountain peaks and valleys ... you are not alone. You never were.

30.7.2016 | You are pure and divine. With all your pain, in the midst of all your suffering. You are perfect as you are with all your imperfection. I invite you to meet me, stripped from all those masks. Do you want to meet the real, raw, tender me? Do you want to meet the real, raw, tender you?